♥ Friday, May 29
29th may `
i won't forqet this fuckinq day `
school ended super soon `
quess what `
i failed alot `
i'm bottom 20% `
that's shockinq ; really `
had to do e math daily `
but i planned that `
no biq surprise there huh `
had to qo for th fuckinq MTP `
yes ; meet th parents `
fine ; by all means `
i know i suck `
i know i failed 3 `
but hey `
that's an improvement `
look at my last year's results `
enqlish ; 46.4 - D7 `
chinese ; 56.9 - C5 `
Amath ; 9.9 - F9 `
Emath ; 37.3 - F9 `
Science ; 42.7 - F9 `
SS/lit ; 56.5 - C5 `
D&T ; 58.1 - C5 `
that's THREE F9's
one D7 `
four fails okay `
and th rest C5 `
class position ; 40/40 `
level position ; 193/195 `
utterly pathetic `
how bout this year ? `
it's way better okays `
enqlish ; 55.9 ; C5 `
chinese ; 59.0 ; C5 ` 1 point to B4 `
Amath ; 12.8 ; F9 `
Emath ; 43.0 ; E8 `
Science ; 42.4 ; E8 `
SS/Lit ; 54.0 ; C6 ` 1point to C5 `
D&T ; 63.5 ; B4 `
class position ; 31/40 `
level position ; 145/190 `
i improved in science &math `
moreover my paper2 for math `
it wasn't fully marked `
cause i used pencil `
& she didn't want to mark `
if i used pen `
i'd have passed okay `
i didn't study chem & D&T `
so th results were expected `
i can't say i'm proud `
but i definately improved okays `
thonq was nice `
he said nice stuffs to mum `
thanks MrThonq `
appreciated la `
esp after what that ... said `
zzz -_- `
see `
i was pretty in th mood `
until she came in th class `
all was fine until then `
she came in `
talked to someone's parent `
& saw me `
quess what she did `
came over & talked to my mum `
hey ; so extra `
i didn't beq you to come over `
-_- i qot really panicky `
seriously `
she asked my mum if i studied `
mum said yes `
i locked myself in room `
& i studied `
she chanqed th subject `
she asked if i qamed `
of course i did `
but FFS `
i DO NOT qame daily `
not even thrice a week `
& know what she said `
lock th comp up `
eh what th fuck `
i was pretty pissed off already `
seriously `
i don't qame `
& you wanna lock it away `
oh wow `
than how about my research `
fuck `
depite mum's defendinqs `
she still said lock it up `
oh wow `
fine i shut up `
then she asked somethinq funny `
seriously `
she asked mum if i watched tv `
hello's madamoiselle `
quess what `
i don't watch tv at all okays `
as if i'm that free la `
she told mum not to let me watch `
thats seriously screwed `
lock somethinq up that i dont do `
oh wow honey `
oh wow `
i'm so fuckinq amused `
addinq on `
she went about my outinqs `
know ; since term 2 `
i don't qo outinqs often `
i haven't seen ♥Baby or ♥Baobei lately `
let alone ♥Daddiiex & my GANs la `
this is qettinq ridiculous `
she thinks i'm so free `
haha -_- `
mum said not often `
& know what `
she told mum not to let me `
oh wow -_- `
haha -_- `
mum was like DIAO already la `
then she told me to drop D&T `
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT !? `
oh wow `
th easiest to score `
she told me to drop `
hahaha -_- `
mum qot mad already `
yay ;D `
told her i would NOT drop D&T `
-LAUGHS- `
then she went on to my other subs `
told me to drop `
what th fuck `
seriously `
th only major prob i'm havinq `
its HER subject `
& i'm tryinq hard to cope `
i'm takinq tuition `
i'm tryinq `
but nothinq works in a day alriqht `
everythinq needs to be done slowly `
oh wow i'm not that smart either `
so she told me to drop Amath `
smart ass -_- `
i told her i couldn't `
then she complained to mum `
she said i talked to much in class `
i do NOT talk so often `
said i refused to move infront `
oh wow `
she doesn't even know th situation `
fuck it `
know what irks me th most ? `
she told mum i did not pay attention `
i qlared at her `
and she was like `
"you ask her la" `
"shaomin do you pay attention in class" `
i responded ; "what do you think" `
and she was like NOOOOOOO `
"you see auntie your dauqhter `
"she don't even pay attention in class" `
"she don't even know how do circle " `
"sinqle diqit leh auntie" `
woi i qot wasn't th sinqle okays `
12 sarks `
but at least i made sliqht improvements `
& you made me sound like `
like a motherfuckinq lousy shit `
eh -_- `
seriously `
she assumed it her way `
i paid attention okays `
if you asked qwen `
she'd know lor `
hor qwen ;[ `
i listened `
i never slept in her class `
i don't listen all th time `
but at least i did riqht `
it just doesn't qet in okays `
then she told mum `
lidat arh `
"than i willinq to qo back school daily?" `
eh i really qot fed up okays `
woman `
look here `
I ATTENDED EVERY LESSON OF YOURS `
i merely skipped once or twice okays `
with MC included `
what th fuck `
walan `
i really buay tahan `
then she saw other parents `
ended chat with my mum `
and went to complain to others parents `
only can say thanks to thonq lor `
he's been super nice to me already `
esp when i've been so mean `
-siqhs- `
sorry thonq ;[ `
i know i sark `
promise to be super qood to you `
will NOT shout at you anymore ;/ `
okays i went home `
emo-ed `
felt super upset `
-siqhs- `
fell asleep `
woke up with a HI from qwen `
;/ Audrey talked to me `
she's so cute can ;/ `
omqomqomq `
then we chatted about qwen `
& life ;] `
she's so sweet you know `
she comforted me `
-siqhs- `
life's too filled with super nice peeps `
-lauqhs- `
thanks Audrey ;/ `
it means alot to me `
-siqhs- `
she sent me photos `
qwen's meanness `
-lauqhs- `
qwen went home after awhile `
-siqhs- `
qot super upset `
kept thinkinq about her bullshit `
totally lost hope `
esp th o lvls on monday `
didn't feel like studyinq `
i won't make it `
-siqhs- `
SMSed daddy `
real daddy `
started cryinq `
just told him everythinq `
couldn't tell mum `
would just cry & cry `
no endinqs `
& i don't want her to see me cry `
Sark `
sat in th kitchen for 4 hours `
just talked to daddy `
felt so upset `
just teared there `
-lauqhs- `
told him everythinq she said `
he told me not to qive up `
but i already did `
just been so upset `
-lauqhs- `
he's been so understandinq `
doesn't blame me for failinq `
it's horrendous `
i know `
i'm qrateful , really `
at least my parents really care `
they aren't vicious `
they aren't demandinq at all `
just mere passes `
& they're contented `
my stress level from them aint hiqh `
not at all `
but i'm a let down `
i'm so sorry `
i suck `
i quess i'm just useless `
cried & cried `
i cant tell daddy exactly what happened `
that's private `
just so fucked up `
i could tell mum `
but she's stressed enouqh `
she has her problems `
i cant be selfish `
add on to her load `
-siqhs- `
what bullshit `
me & my kiddy problems `
-siqhs- `
at least daddy's cominq back `
second week of june `
i hope i've th time to pei him `
been a bitch for 14 years `
it's time to chanqe `
sorry daddy `
sorry for th past 14 years `
-siqhs- `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
啊娘`
您还好吗？`
好想您哦`
听您说声痛`
我心也痛`
我想您也很辛苦了`
别想太多`
我相信您不会有事的`
多休息`
i won't forqet this fuckinq day `
school ended super soon `
quess what `
i failed alot `
i'm bottom 20% `
that's shockinq ; really `
had to do e math daily `
but i planned that `
no biq surprise there huh `
had to qo for th fuckinq MTP `
yes ; meet th parents `
fine ; by all means `
i know i suck `
i know i failed 3 `
but hey `
that's an improvement `
look at my last year's results `
enqlish ; 46.4 - D7 `
chinese ; 56.9 - C5 `
Amath ; 9.9 - F9 `
Emath ; 37.3 - F9 `
Science ; 42.7 - F9 `
SS/lit ; 56.5 - C5 `
D&T ; 58.1 - C5 `
that's THREE F9's
one D7 `
four fails okay `
and th rest C5 `
class position ; 40/40 `
level position ; 193/195 `
utterly pathetic `
how bout this year ? `
it's way better okays `
enqlish ; 55.9 ; C5 `
chinese ; 59.0 ; C5 ` 1 point to B4 `
Amath ; 12.8 ; F9 `
Emath ; 43.0 ; E8 `
Science ; 42.4 ; E8 `
SS/Lit ; 54.0 ; C6 ` 1point to C5 `
D&T ; 63.5 ; B4 `
class position ; 31/40 `
level position ; 145/190 `
i improved in science &math `
moreover my paper2 for math `
it wasn't fully marked `
cause i used pencil `
& she didn't want to mark `
if i used pen `
i'd have passed okay `
i didn't study chem & D&T `
so th results were expected `
i can't say i'm proud `
but i definately improved okays `
thonq was nice `
he said nice stuffs to mum `
thanks MrThonq `
appreciated la `
esp after what that ... said `
zzz -_- `
see `
i was pretty in th mood `
until she came in th class `
all was fine until then `
she came in `
talked to someone's parent `
& saw me `
quess what she did `
came over & talked to my mum `
hey ; so extra `
i didn't beq you to come over `
-_- i qot really panicky `
seriously `
she asked my mum if i studied `
mum said yes `
i locked myself in room `
& i studied `
she chanqed th subject `
she asked if i qamed `
of course i did `
but FFS `
i DO NOT qame daily `
not even thrice a week `
& know what she said `
lock th comp up `
eh what th fuck `
i was pretty pissed off already `
seriously `
i don't qame `
& you wanna lock it away `
oh wow `
than how about my research `
fuck `
depite mum's defendinqs `
she still said lock it up `
oh wow `
fine i shut up `
then she asked somethinq funny `
seriously `
she asked mum if i watched tv `
hello's madamoiselle `
quess what `
i don't watch tv at all okays `
as if i'm that free la `
she told mum not to let me watch `
thats seriously screwed `
lock somethinq up that i dont do `
oh wow honey `
oh wow `
i'm so fuckinq amused `
addinq on `
she went about my outinqs `
know ; since term 2 `
i don't qo outinqs often `
i haven't seen ♥Baby or ♥Baobei lately `
let alone ♥Daddiiex & my GANs la `
this is qettinq ridiculous `
she thinks i'm so free `
haha -_- `
mum said not often `
& know what `
she told mum not to let me `
oh wow -_- `
haha -_- `
mum was like DIAO already la `
then she told me to drop D&T `
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT !? `
oh wow `
th easiest to score `
she told me to drop `
hahaha -_- `
mum qot mad already `
yay ;D `
told her i would NOT drop D&T `
-LAUGHS- `
then she went on to my other subs `
told me to drop `
what th fuck `
seriously `
th only major prob i'm havinq `
its HER subject `
& i'm tryinq hard to cope `
i'm takinq tuition `
i'm tryinq `
but nothinq works in a day alriqht `
everythinq needs to be done slowly `
oh wow i'm not that smart either `
so she told me to drop Amath `
smart ass -_- `
i told her i couldn't `
then she complained to mum `
she said i talked to much in class `
i do NOT talk so often `
said i refused to move infront `
oh wow `
she doesn't even know th situation `
fuck it `
know what irks me th most ? `
she told mum i did not pay attention `
i qlared at her `
and she was like `
"you ask her la" `
"shaomin do you pay attention in class" `
i responded ; "what do you think" `
and she was like NOOOOOOO `
"you see auntie your dauqhter `
"she don't even pay attention in class" `
"she don't even know how do circle " `
"sinqle diqit leh auntie" `
woi i qot wasn't th sinqle okays `
12 sarks `
but at least i made sliqht improvements `
& you made me sound like `
like a motherfuckinq lousy shit `
eh -_- `
seriously `
she assumed it her way `
i paid attention okays `
if you asked qwen `
she'd know lor `
hor qwen ;[ `
i listened `
i never slept in her class `
i don't listen all th time `
but at least i did riqht `
it just doesn't qet in okays `
then she told mum `
lidat arh `
"than i willinq to qo back school daily?" `
eh i really qot fed up okays `
woman `
look here `
I ATTENDED EVERY LESSON OF YOURS `
i merely skipped once or twice okays `
with MC included `
what th fuck `
walan `
i really buay tahan `
then she saw other parents `
ended chat with my mum `
and went to complain to others parents `
only can say thanks to thonq lor `
he's been super nice to me already `
esp when i've been so mean `
-siqhs- `
sorry thonq ;[ `
i know i sark `
promise to be super qood to you `
will NOT shout at you anymore ;/ `
okays i went home `
emo-ed `
felt super upset `
-siqhs- `
fell asleep `
woke up with a HI from qwen `
;/ Audrey talked to me `
she's so cute can ;/ `
omqomqomq `
then we chatted about qwen `
& life ;] `
she's so sweet you know `
she comforted me `
-siqhs- `
life's too filled with super nice peeps `
-lauqhs- `
thanks Audrey ;/ `
it means alot to me `
-siqhs- `
she sent me photos `
qwen's meanness `
-lauqhs- `
qwen went home after awhile `
-siqhs- `
qot super upset `
kept thinkinq about her bullshit `
totally lost hope `
esp th o lvls on monday `
didn't feel like studyinq `
i won't make it `
-siqhs- `
SMSed daddy `
real daddy `
started cryinq `
just told him everythinq `
couldn't tell mum `
would just cry & cry `
no endinqs `
& i don't want her to see me cry `
Sark `
sat in th kitchen for 4 hours `
just talked to daddy `
felt so upset `
just teared there `
-lauqhs- `
told him everythinq she said `
he told me not to qive up `
but i already did `
just been so upset `
-lauqhs- `
he's been so understandinq `
doesn't blame me for failinq `
it's horrendous `
i know `
i'm qrateful , really `
at least my parents really care `
they aren't vicious `
they aren't demandinq at all `
just mere passes `
& they're contented `
my stress level from them aint hiqh `
not at all `
but i'm a let down `
i'm so sorry `
i suck `
i quess i'm just useless `
cried & cried `
i cant tell daddy exactly what happened `
that's private `
just so fucked up `
i could tell mum `
but she's stressed enouqh `
she has her problems `
i cant be selfish `
add on to her load `
-siqhs- `
what bullshit `
me & my kiddy problems `
-siqhs- `
at least daddy's cominq back `
second week of june `
i hope i've th time to pei him `
been a bitch for 14 years `
it's time to chanqe `
sorry daddy `
sorry for th past 14 years `
-siqhs- `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
啊娘`
您还好吗？`
好想您哦`
听您说声痛`
我心也痛`
我想您也很辛苦了`
别想太多`
我相信您不会有事的`
多休息`
Labels: - thanks thonq ; boo Amath `
