♥ Tuesday, April 7
- wanqzi died - `
6 april 2009 `
i'm sorry he died `
-siqhs- `
death ; another challenqe `
i don't know what i'm doinq `
been feelinq so unwell lately `
qot stuffs from houqanq `
came home `
and slept straiqhtaway `
riqht up til 11plus `
qot spammed SMSes `
saddeninq ones `
just qot up to do my enqlish `
i don't know `
havinq oral tomorrow `
i'm so not qonna study `
& the fuckinq sci test `
i don't qive a fuck anymore `
fail ; yeah i'm qonna do that `
whats wronq with flunkinq anyway `
who cares anyway `
teared aqain `
i quess only babe knows why `
-siqhs- `
who's there to confide into ? `
no one ; i quess `
huqqinq th black jacket `
i hate it when ppl misinterpret stuffs `
i don't care `
but i hate it `
and to notice somethinq from so lonq aqo `
i dont know `
but now i don care `
i dont have a riqht to anyway `
i've hurt ppl `
i've been hurt `
don't know why i'm thinkinq `
murderinq my braincells `
i should let them live lonqer `
i'm qonna be like bry from now `
cause bry rawks `
and his reasoninqs are awesome `
feel like qoinq downstairs `
but its like beinq blind in th dark `
feel like doinq stuffs `
but i'm constrained `
not havinq much mood here `
& i'm so not beqqinq for your sympathy `
don worry i'll live without it `
been readinq and re-readinq `
maybe i'm stupid `
cauqht no ball `
-siqhs- `
but i dont care `
i'm just not qonna do anythinq `
i'm just qonna rot on earth `
until i die `
until i caused havoc `
until i made shit happen `
my room contains too much junk `
junk that makes one tear `
wonderful huh `
only that it only works for me `
i doubt my minds workinq properly `
-lauqhs- `
such deliriousity `
i don't know seriously `
hmph i think that faded is a nice sonq `
not its meaninq `
i don't know `
i just love cascada `
-siqhs- `
anyone wanna qive a free huq ? `
;[ saddenedd `
oh well tomorrows nt tat shit `
-_- `
first for oral `
first to leave `
first to die ;D `
i'm so afraid `
i don wanna breakdown soon `
;[ someone predicted this `
my breakdown was to occur soon `
;[ life does suck alot `
sorry ;[
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