♥ Monday, March 16
sianded `
slept late today `
met up with jia around 2 `
hmmms `
didnt feel like doinq anythinq `
was planninq to cut hair `
but didn't `
cause jia was considerinq `
& she considered th whole day `
felt super emo `
whole day `
i siao can -_- ? `
after qoinq to th library `
jia wanted to qo home `
said she wanted to wash her hair `
i was like noooo... al th way `
-siqhs- `
i relented in th end `
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ `
went home after that anyway `
moodless `
slept aqain ~ `
had some dreadful niqhtmare `
& went to CP soon after `
bouqht cash ~ `
as requested la `
home-d `
& waitinq `
& still waitinq `
qot fuck-ed up `
went maple `
& quess what i saw `
sorry Daniel ; Draqon `
someone hacked ;[ `
sorry about your stuffs `
-siqhs- `
play audi i'll send you stuff `
way easier `
cant replace `
moodless for maple `
just so damn fucked up `
tryinq to remember my L-ID `
cant `
& cant top up th fuckinq cash `
& lex isn't online `
and qod `
life does suck alot `
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ `
all i can say is `
such disappointment `
to think i trusted you `
how could i `
after 5 years without trust `
i trusted someone for th 1st time `
reqardinq this issue `
and poof went th items `
its not its worth `
its th trust `
in fact `
i don't qive a fuck about $ `
but trust `
it hurts you know `
i don't see why i was so stupid `
to even have trusted you `
in th very first place `
qod damn fuck `
i hate myself `
so much for happy endinqs huh `
fuck `
nothinq's qonna chanqe that fact `
& i doubt i'll ever trust aqain `
5 years to build `
1 minute to destroy `
such swiftness ; totally uncalled for `
but what's done is done `
ain't it ? `
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ `
thanks dear `
for tryinq `
but i quess i'm weird `
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ `
dear lex ~ `
your th best la hor `
it doesn't matter if you cant online `
doesn't matter `
-siqhs- `
try cheerup `
you dulan `
i also dulan what `
sianded riqht `
don dulan `
fuck care all th un-trustworthy ! `
fuck care all th parents ! `
fuck care all th bad stuff `
so lonq fuckers ! `Labels: fucked up `
