♥ Thursday, March 19
had enqlish oral today `
quess i flunked it `
met up with them at 2 `
woke up late =x `
sorry quys `
dua-ed jiamin aqain `
-lauqhs- `
-siqhs- `
met up with qwen in th train `
-lauqhs- `
so sexy ;D `
everyone qot bluffed by me `
-lauqhs- =X `
fine sorry `
went up to vivo `
& candy empireeeeeee ~ `
lovely candies and chocs ! `
ahahaha -_- `
-siqhs- `
had decision makinq to do after that `
didn't know what to eat `
walked around ~ `
ended up in swensons `
hmmm `
after lunch we just walk aqain lor `
then SiYu mei ah `
bad qirl never tell mummy `
you eatinq outside `
then need qo home early `
see la `
anyway `
with jie since when early qo home ?! `
-siqhs- `
debated whether to take MRT or bus `
mei pekchek `
went home 1st `
hahaha -_- paisae la `
then went take bus `
happiness `
they seemed freaked out `
cause th ride's an hour `
friqqinq lonq eh `
used to it `
qot up on 80 `
spent th hour crappinq `
-_- so damn fuckinq funny la `
=x reached houqanq very soon `
waited for jiamin to qet stuffs done `
and off to th comics shop `
after they finished `
went home `
as usual `
th usual fuckinq mood `
fucked up la `
stupid qloomy stuffs `
didn't want to do anythinq `
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ `
sorry daddiiex `
i didn't know this would happen `
sorry `
blame me if you must `
its my fault bad thinqs happened `
to you especially `
i quess i'm a jinxified bitch `
sorry `
its not like i'm havinq fun here `
you wouldn't understand `
i didn't make decisions `
i merely accepted `
and -siqhs- `
my fault `
fine i accept it `
i don't mind `
it doesn't matter `
but if anythinq happens `
do understand this `
i'm willinq to sacrifice `
i wished you didn't trust `
i hoped nothinq would happen `
lies `
fucked `
i'm th scapeqoat `
sorryaye `
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ `
dear boyf `
please STOP thinkinq that way `
you know its not true `
its qettinq on my nerves `
and i absolutely hate it `
stop actinq like that `
i have no mood to entertain you `
you won't understand `
no one can anyway `
no one's qonna help me now `
no one's qonna pull me up `
-siqhs- `
dont blame her `
she's been there for me so lonq `
don tell me to close my eyes `
and think about people `
for your infomation `
i seem so fuckinq alone here `
no one understands my aqony `
to qet my own family in such distress `
i'm willinq to die you know `
don tell me about my other loves `
don compare yourself with them `
you know its fuckinq different `
you know i hate beinq told these `
perhaps you're qonna be anqry `
such atrocious words `
but if you understand me `
you wouldn't probe on this matter `
put aside th matter `
i'll be normal after awhile `
dont qet anqry `
i'm not worth it `
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ `
6 sticks left `
what to do `
~ Stress Level ; Hiqh ~
quess i flunked it `
met up with them at 2 `
woke up late =x `
sorry quys `
dua-ed jiamin aqain `
-lauqhs- `
-siqhs- `
met up with qwen in th train `
-lauqhs- `
so sexy ;D `
everyone qot bluffed by me `
-lauqhs- =X `
fine sorry `
went up to vivo `
& candy empireeeeeee ~ `
lovely candies and chocs ! `
ahahaha -_- `
-siqhs- `
had decision makinq to do after that `
didn't know what to eat `
walked around ~ `
ended up in swensons `
hmmm `
after lunch we just walk aqain lor `
then SiYu mei ah `
bad qirl never tell mummy `
you eatinq outside `
then need qo home early `
see la `
anyway `
with jie since when early qo home ?! `
-siqhs- `
debated whether to take MRT or bus `
mei pekchek `
went home 1st `
hahaha -_- paisae la `
then went take bus `
happiness `
they seemed freaked out `
cause th ride's an hour `
friqqinq lonq eh `
used to it `
qot up on 80 `
spent th hour crappinq `
-_- so damn fuckinq funny la `
=x reached houqanq very soon `
waited for jiamin to qet stuffs done `
and off to th comics shop `
after they finished `
went home `
as usual `
th usual fuckinq mood `
fucked up la `
stupid qloomy stuffs `
didn't want to do anythinq `
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ `
sorry daddiiex `
i didn't know this would happen `
sorry `
blame me if you must `
its my fault bad thinqs happened `
to you especially `
i quess i'm a jinxified bitch `
sorry `
its not like i'm havinq fun here `
you wouldn't understand `
i didn't make decisions `
i merely accepted `
and -siqhs- `
my fault `
fine i accept it `
i don't mind `
it doesn't matter `
but if anythinq happens `
do understand this `
i'm willinq to sacrifice `
i wished you didn't trust `
i hoped nothinq would happen `
lies `
fucked `
i'm th scapeqoat `
sorryaye `
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ `
dear boyf `
please STOP thinkinq that way `
you know its not true `
its qettinq on my nerves `
and i absolutely hate it `
stop actinq like that `
i have no mood to entertain you `
you won't understand `
no one can anyway `
no one's qonna help me now `
no one's qonna pull me up `
-siqhs- `
dont blame her `
she's been there for me so lonq `
don tell me to close my eyes `
and think about people `
for your infomation `
i seem so fuckinq alone here `
no one understands my aqony `
to qet my own family in such distress `
i'm willinq to die you know `
don tell me about my other loves `
don compare yourself with them `
you know its fuckinq different `
you know i hate beinq told these `
perhaps you're qonna be anqry `
such atrocious words `
but if you understand me `
you wouldn't probe on this matter `
put aside th matter `
i'll be normal after awhile `
dont qet anqry `
i'm not worth it `
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ `
6 sticks left `
what to do `
~ Stress Level ; Hiqh ~
Labels: oh fuck ` hate me please ;[
