18th november 2oO8 `
th worst tuesday ever `
perhaps `
i quess so `
poned th CCA thinqy `
sorryaye peeps -_- `
didn't have much mood lately `
supposed to meet them at 3 `
brouqht forward `
ahqonq told me `
meet at eunos `
-siqhs- `
you know i have phobia -_- `
then after that `
he called me to say `
nono wronqwronq `
is payalebar `
-siqhs- `
horrible thunderstorm mood `
went anyway `
went over to qeylanq area `
anyway quys `
sorry th outinq is cancelled `
i can't perform it alone `
i'm cashstrapped riqht now `
sat around with them `
shouldn't elaborate `
walked around a lil `
didn't have much mood `
don't have a choice do i ? `
i'm not supposed to show my moods `
like a lil spoilt brat `
so just followed `
eveninq `
just so you know `
i don't need ppl remindinq me `
i know whats riqht `
i know whats wronq `
don't force me to do wronq stuff `
you know its wronq `
then why ? `
and now its aimed at me `
do i owe you ? ; no `
you think i'm happy `
arse ; as if `
you told me `
qo stand anywhere in qeylanq `
hello -_- `
imaqine if i told you to stand at chanqi `
oh yea i forqhot `
you won't mind `
a wonder i'm familiar with qeylanq `
qod knows what miqht happen `
oh yea `
i doubt you cared anyway `
why is it ahqonq `
or your friend `
who tried reachinq me `
damn i love my ex `
for brinqinq me around qeylanq `
thanks ex darlinq `
thanks for th teachinqs `
i didn't think you cared anymore `
is it over ? `
lalalas `
whats life `
you think i can stand it `
why oh why `
didn't receive anythinq from you `
not even a minor SMS `
unhappiness `
just felt like tearinq `
but quess what `
no ; th tears wouldn't come `
i'm qoinq back to beinq heartless `
seriously ; do you care ? `
i doubt `
i feel it `
sorry if i can't be understandinq `
but just so you know `
patience has its limits `
oh wow `
don't think i'm sufferinq `
as if i would show you that `
it's just qivinq you happiness `
i hate it you know ? `
oh qeez i forqhot `
you DON't know `
went home after that `
had to bath -_- `
smelled like some qui -_- `
okay that's how i felt f3 `
huishenq daddiie `
thanks for everythinq `
throuqhout `
you've been comfortinq me `
thanks daddiie `
i didn't mean to complain so much `
sorry and thanks `
i wouldn't have made it without you `
daddiie was kind `
daddiie has strict parents `
but he told me to meet him anyway `
was qettinq kinda late `
but daddiie found his way out `
wonderful daddiie `
met daddiie at 8 plus `
reached earlier =] `
daddiie was shocked `
-lauqhs- `
daddiie bouqht me candy `
muacks daddiie rawks <3 `
walked around lalalas `
daddiie is a super lucky daddiie ! `
lost his wallet `
but some kind soul found it `
and actually returned it `
walked over to th tower thinqy `
lalalas `
talked and talked `
uh i love my GANs ! `
especially daddiie&marmiie =] `
lalalas ! `
even thouqh marmiie didnt turn up `
cute reasons -_- `
qonna rain `
lauqhs super funny =X `
didn't feel like qoinq lan `
blahs -_- `
nevermind `
lalalas ~ `
talked until 10 plus ~ `
went back to same spot `
daddiie lost his wallet aqain `
like wow -_- `
daddiie's pocket no space =X `
so he ran back ~ `
tower thinqy ~ `
and yeah lucky daddiie found it `
wonderful isn't it ? `
lucky daddiie `
=]DADDIIE RAWKS ! `
daddiie had to qo home T_T `
so he went and i went ~ `
went homeeeeee `
emo-ed aqain `
nearly cried haiis -_- `
but i didn't ok ? `
i'm no crybaby anymore `
like duhh ~_~ hello `
i'll try to tolerate `
thanks daddiie `
daddiie rawks ! `
ok =X `
i promise you `
i'll qet th stuffs i owe you `
lauqhs ! `
i hate myself `
for not beinq understandinq `
i hate myself `
for beinq so selfish `
i hate myself `
for beinq so petty `
i hate myself `
for bearinq qrudqes `
i hate myself `
for beinq th bitch i am `
i hate myself `
for not qivinq in `
i hate myself `
for not tryinq `
but it doesn't matter `
deeper and deeper `
it's just qettinq worse `
i quess ... `
oh nevermind `
a million thanks `
daddiie =] `Labels: ` everythinqs just fadinq away `