♥ Saturday, October 18
hello peeps =] `
i moved back `
i have my reasons alriqht `
sorry `
at least i didn't tell most peeps to link `
ROFL ! `
just hidinqs and stuffs `
sorry for inconvenience yeahs `
just came home `
damn i'm super hiqh today `
spent about $200 `
a lil 夸张 eh ? `
bouqht alot of stuffs `
went over to lianq court `
the stuffs were super nice `
but prices were OMG la `
bouqht alot of qoods =] `
adorable and unseen in local markets `
bouqht somethinq for jiamin `
don't ask why `
it just reminded me of her `
ROFL ! `
so i bouqht `
it's quite cute `
=X won't be seeinq her soon `
perhaps tuesday `
MC lasts til then `
ROFL ! `
alriqht `
then went over to central `
nothinq much `
the usual stuffs didn't attract `
don't know why `
moodless perhaps ? `
so went around in the twirly carpark `
qives major dizzy spells `
went over to suntec `
bouqht more stuffs `
walked and walked `
and more stuffs ! `
suntec has my needs `
but the pricinq `
ok a lil better then lianq court `
so i bouqht all the shits =] `
then qot bored `
so rode to kovan `
bouqht more junk there `
spent an hour there =] `
small area `
but stuffs i need as well la `
i'm weird riqht ? `
ya i know `
walked in the small area for 1 hour `
went home `
-lauqhs- `
qot pretty bored `
packed all the makeups `
don't know why i bouqht `
i have so many brands already `
i'm plain weird `
all the nail polish restocks `
i have the desired colours already `
bouqht still `
don't understand myself `
all the candy i can't eat =] `
3 more weeks `
darn chicken pok `
and all the stuffs and whatever `
randomcy luh `
can't believe it `
such lil stuffs `
costinq so much `
whatever `
received messaqes from ♥XINXIN `
audition aqain `
-ROFLMAO- `
was tryinq to solve a problem =] `
no solutions thouqh `
sadded `
but i'll think of one sooner or later `
daddiie was playinq with others `
sad =[ `
didn't know how `
then went over to msn `
it's easier to talk =] `
introduced ♥JER kor to them `
hiqhly entertaininq la `
-ROFLMAO- `
horny thouqhts unleashed ~_~ `
stuffs i didn't know `
was lauqhinq all the way `
all's so not well `
don't take thinqs to heart yeah ? `
no qood =] `
be happy and open-minded `
then they left soonafter `
♥JER kor `
remember huqhuq =[ `
& lollipop =] `
i'm so deprived of huqs riqht now `
-lauqhs- `
sounds like a maniac ? `
-duhh- `
whatever `
promise to qo must qo =] `
i know you will de =] `
-ROFLMAO- `
i'm super bhb -_- `
riqht i know that `
talked about super funny stuffs `
MSN ; the BEST thinq on earth `
learned somethinq new `
couldn't stop lauqhinq thereafter `
it was damn funny `
SA KE LI PO PO `
somethinq kor tauqht `
my brain's all messed up now `
stuffs i learnt today `
i practically forqhot all `
-ROFLMAO- `
too much brain activity `
damn i love kor <3 `
cause kor rawks `
he doesnt talk to me like some ppl `
awesomest ! `
i still remember the first time we met `
super paisae la `
walan oi `
-_- no talk one then you dao me `
i super sad leh `
but after that ok le ROFL `
you know `
i wasn't anqry at that `
you know it ; don't you ? `
i don't qet anqry for that small matter `
sorry for callinq you a bastard `
it wasn't on purpose `
but callinq me a bitch ? `
perhaps i'm not used to it `
you ; my fuckinq BF `
callinq me a bitch `
funny `
first time ; straiqht bull's eye `
i started it `
but i quess you should know by now `
i don't mean half the thinqs i say `
it's fuckinq hurtful `
who else is there for comfort `
such people `
causinq more harm talkinq to them `
but i still do `
cause they really are awesome `
even a sinqle sentence `
& i feel better already `
seriously la `
i'm like that `
sorry to say i'm a lousy GF `
sorry to say `
i'm fuckinq petty `
i fuckinq hate this `
i understand that you sacrificed alot `
i'm not worth it `
til now `
i know i shown you nothinq `
i'm pathetic `
my heart is dead `
how do you know i haven't tried ? `
it takes time `
just depends on how peeps open my heart `
i doubt it'll ever open aqain `
its obvious that your a qood quy `
my mum likes you alot already `
the freedom i have `
i love it `
i know you won't interfere `
why sacrifice so much for me `
i'm just a useless bitch `
pathetic and whininq `
yes i chanqed my bloq link `
reason ; hide from you `
all that i can say is sorry `
i just don't feel like talkinq `
i find it a pain to reply SMS'es `
& i hate answerinq calls `
i hate it when people touch me `
i'm a motherfuckinq slut `
not a perfectionist here `
i'm just not used to life `
life like this `
it's scarey you know `
i hate smokers `
i admit i fuckinq hate smokers `
and i fuckinq cant stand some ppl `
makinq life worse `
qettinq me hot headed aqain `
i hate peer pressure `
it's qettinq to you isn't it ? `
i know you dont interfere much `
thanks i truly appreciate it `
perhaps the fucker is riqht `
he wasted his efforts on me `
how devastatinqly true `
i don't know `
but i know when it's time to chanqe `
perhaps my attitude's like that `
i have major attitude problem `
so much for tears `
why should i ? `
-lauqhs- `
could just suicide `
then i remember his last words `
the horrible past few days `
-lauqhs- `
i becomed more anti already `
i rather keep it deep within `
i don't want to talk much `
don't like troublinq people either `
thanks nuer thouqh `
but i don't know =] `
i'm indecisive `
just the little hope keepinq me qoinq `
sorry luh `
i'm hopeless `
i don't know what i'm thinkinq either `
i know you hate me now =] `
it's better that way `
somehow `
i don't know why `
i just like keepinq quiet `
it's not so as stated in the SMS `
since the patch `
i keep dowan you ? `
-lauqhs- `
perhaps ; yet perhaps not `
just not qettinq my hopes too hiqh `
i thank thee for everythinq `
perhaps i take thinqs for qranted `
the word forever doesn't exist does it ? `
i know it `
i'm undaunted by the pain already `
too used to it `
i learnt from past mistakes `
never hold on too tiqht `
cause nothinq's qonna be forever `
such beauty `
will never last `
even happiness `
forever doesn't exist there `
it's true isn't it `
they say ; treasure what you qot `
don wait til it's lost `
but i don't `
perhaps i'm dumb `
the word treasure just doesn't appear `
i know i'm beinq stupid `
treatinq such a wonderous BF like that `
who would ? `
-lauqhs- `
stupidity in a bitch `
can't help it `
stubborness i quess `
i don't believe much `
don't qive me too much hope `
it's stupid `
anyway `
if you think i'm enjoyinq my life `
think aqain `
if you can't chanqe your mindset `
so be it `
two people `
two different worlds `
i doubt you'll ever understand `
sometimes it's best confininq in others `
and never your BF `
i used to do that `
P.S it's past tense `
i used to be able to feel comfort `
that was back then `
for now `
no way `
more stress `
more secrets `
more lies `
such harmful thouqhts `
tears of aqony `
i hate it `
i fuckinq hate it `
i can't stand it `
just those pathetic stuffs `
i wish you went away =[ `
i hate the fact lies exist `
i hate lyinq to you about certain stuffs `
but life's like that `
no use forcinq it out `
i won't say anythinq either `
i'm like that `
pathetic & sucky & all `
fuck them all `
forqive me dearest `
i haven't been of best behaviour `
just receivinq `
no qivinq `
such selfishnessity `
it's unneccesary `
-siqhs- `
i quess faith doesn't drive me far `
to others `
perhaps it keeps them qoinq `
but not me `
i don't enjoy myself out there `
oh wow `
i seem to be don't i ? `
i'm practically thinkinq every second `
every step i qo `
takinq the jacket wherever i qo `
i don't understand `
-siqhs- `
the pathetic slut `
brain damaqe already `
even sister has her problems `
don't want to add on `
it's harmful `
too much content kills brain cells `
he has his own problems `
qans don't know much `
even her `
damn i don't wanna talk about it `
just so you know `
if there's a time you want to leave `
do qo ahead `
no invisible barriers stoppinq you `
if you think you'll be happier then `
do qo ahead `
for your happiness `
i'll qive you up willinqly `
i know your a so called extinct dinosaur `
can't help it if i'm blind `
can't see `
pajiao you know ? `
need wear super thick spec `
-_- `
riqht i'm qettinq weirder `
and stupider `
no i'm not stupid `
i'm dumb `
there's a difference if you noticed `
check out the dictionary `
oh well `
qoodniqht love `
sorry if i can't be the best `
i know other qirls will treasure `
remember love `
no invisible barriers stoppinq you dearest `
=] qoodniqht `
i moved back `
i have my reasons alriqht `
sorry `
at least i didn't tell most peeps to link `
ROFL ! `
just hidinqs and stuffs `
sorry for inconvenience yeahs `
just came home `
damn i'm super hiqh today `
spent about $200 `
a lil 夸张 eh ? `
bouqht alot of stuffs `
went over to lianq court `
the stuffs were super nice `
but prices were OMG la `
bouqht alot of qoods =] `
adorable and unseen in local markets `
bouqht somethinq for jiamin `
don't ask why `
it just reminded me of her `
ROFL ! `
so i bouqht `
it's quite cute `
=X won't be seeinq her soon `
perhaps tuesday `
MC lasts til then `
ROFL ! `
alriqht `
then went over to central `
nothinq much `
the usual stuffs didn't attract `
don't know why `
moodless perhaps ? `
so went around in the twirly carpark `
qives major dizzy spells `
went over to suntec `
bouqht more stuffs `
walked and walked `
and more stuffs ! `
suntec has my needs `
but the pricinq `
ok a lil better then lianq court `
so i bouqht all the shits =] `
then qot bored `
so rode to kovan `
bouqht more junk there `
spent an hour there =] `
small area `
but stuffs i need as well la `
i'm weird riqht ? `
ya i know `
walked in the small area for 1 hour `
went home `
-lauqhs- `
qot pretty bored `
packed all the makeups `
don't know why i bouqht `
i have so many brands already `
i'm plain weird `
all the nail polish restocks `
i have the desired colours already `
bouqht still `
don't understand myself `
all the candy i can't eat =] `
3 more weeks `
darn chicken pok `
and all the stuffs and whatever `
randomcy luh `
can't believe it `
such lil stuffs `
costinq so much `
whatever `
received messaqes from ♥XINXIN `
audition aqain `
-ROFLMAO- `
was tryinq to solve a problem =] `
no solutions thouqh `
sadded `
but i'll think of one sooner or later `
daddiie was playinq with others `
sad =[ `
didn't know how `
then went over to msn `
it's easier to talk =] `
introduced ♥JER kor to them `
hiqhly entertaininq la `
-ROFLMAO- `
horny thouqhts unleashed ~_~ `
stuffs i didn't know `
was lauqhinq all the way `
all's so not well `
don't take thinqs to heart yeah ? `
no qood =] `
be happy and open-minded `
then they left soonafter `
♥JER kor `
remember huqhuq =[ `
& lollipop =] `
i'm so deprived of huqs riqht now `
-lauqhs- `
sounds like a maniac ? `
-duhh- `
whatever `
promise to qo must qo =] `
i know you will de =] `
-ROFLMAO- `
i'm super bhb -_- `
riqht i know that `
talked about super funny stuffs `
MSN ; the BEST thinq on earth `
learned somethinq new `
couldn't stop lauqhinq thereafter `
it was damn funny `
SA KE LI PO PO `
somethinq kor tauqht `
my brain's all messed up now `
stuffs i learnt today `
i practically forqhot all `
-ROFLMAO- `
too much brain activity `
damn i love kor <3 `
cause kor rawks `
he doesnt talk to me like some ppl `
awesomest ! `
i still remember the first time we met `
super paisae la `
walan oi `
-_- no talk one then you dao me `
i super sad leh `
but after that ok le ROFL `
you know `
i wasn't anqry at that `
you know it ; don't you ? `
i don't qet anqry for that small matter `
sorry for callinq you a bastard `
it wasn't on purpose `
but callinq me a bitch ? `
perhaps i'm not used to it `
you ; my fuckinq BF `
callinq me a bitch `
funny `
first time ; straiqht bull's eye `
i started it `
but i quess you should know by now `
i don't mean half the thinqs i say `
it's fuckinq hurtful `
who else is there for comfort `
such people `
causinq more harm talkinq to them `
but i still do `
cause they really are awesome `
even a sinqle sentence `
& i feel better already `
seriously la `
i'm like that `
sorry to say i'm a lousy GF `
sorry to say `
i'm fuckinq petty `
i fuckinq hate this `
i understand that you sacrificed alot `
i'm not worth it `
til now `
i know i shown you nothinq `
i'm pathetic `
my heart is dead `
how do you know i haven't tried ? `
it takes time `
just depends on how peeps open my heart `
i doubt it'll ever open aqain `
its obvious that your a qood quy `
my mum likes you alot already `
the freedom i have `
i love it `
i know you won't interfere `
why sacrifice so much for me `
i'm just a useless bitch `
pathetic and whininq `
yes i chanqed my bloq link `
reason ; hide from you `
all that i can say is sorry `
i just don't feel like talkinq `
i find it a pain to reply SMS'es `
& i hate answerinq calls `
i hate it when people touch me `
i'm a motherfuckinq slut `
not a perfectionist here `
i'm just not used to life `
life like this `
it's scarey you know `
i hate smokers `
i admit i fuckinq hate smokers `
and i fuckinq cant stand some ppl `
makinq life worse `
qettinq me hot headed aqain `
i hate peer pressure `
it's qettinq to you isn't it ? `
i know you dont interfere much `
thanks i truly appreciate it `
perhaps the fucker is riqht `
he wasted his efforts on me `
how devastatinqly true `
i don't know `
but i know when it's time to chanqe `
perhaps my attitude's like that `
i have major attitude problem `
so much for tears `
why should i ? `
-lauqhs- `
could just suicide `
then i remember his last words `
the horrible past few days `
-lauqhs- `
i becomed more anti already `
i rather keep it deep within `
i don't want to talk much `
don't like troublinq people either `
thanks nuer thouqh `
but i don't know =] `
i'm indecisive `
just the little hope keepinq me qoinq `
sorry luh `
i'm hopeless `
i don't know what i'm thinkinq either `
i know you hate me now =] `
it's better that way `
somehow `
i don't know why `
i just like keepinq quiet `
it's not so as stated in the SMS `
since the patch `
i keep dowan you ? `
-lauqhs- `
perhaps ; yet perhaps not `
just not qettinq my hopes too hiqh `
i thank thee for everythinq `
perhaps i take thinqs for qranted `
the word forever doesn't exist does it ? `
i know it `
i'm undaunted by the pain already `
too used to it `
i learnt from past mistakes `
never hold on too tiqht `
cause nothinq's qonna be forever `
such beauty `
will never last `
even happiness `
forever doesn't exist there `
it's true isn't it `
they say ; treasure what you qot `
don wait til it's lost `
but i don't `
perhaps i'm dumb `
the word treasure just doesn't appear `
i know i'm beinq stupid `
treatinq such a wonderous BF like that `
who would ? `
-lauqhs- `
stupidity in a bitch `
can't help it `
stubborness i quess `
i don't believe much `
don't qive me too much hope `
it's stupid `
anyway `
if you think i'm enjoyinq my life `
think aqain `
if you can't chanqe your mindset `
so be it `
two people `
two different worlds `
i doubt you'll ever understand `
sometimes it's best confininq in others `
and never your BF `
i used to do that `
P.S it's past tense `
i used to be able to feel comfort `
that was back then `
for now `
no way `
more stress `
more secrets `
more lies `
such harmful thouqhts `
tears of aqony `
i hate it `
i fuckinq hate it `
i can't stand it `
just those pathetic stuffs `
i wish you went away =[ `
i hate the fact lies exist `
i hate lyinq to you about certain stuffs `
but life's like that `
no use forcinq it out `
i won't say anythinq either `
i'm like that `
pathetic & sucky & all `
fuck them all `
forqive me dearest `
i haven't been of best behaviour `
just receivinq `
no qivinq `
such selfishnessity `
it's unneccesary `
-siqhs- `
i quess faith doesn't drive me far `
to others `
perhaps it keeps them qoinq `
but not me `
i don't enjoy myself out there `
oh wow `
i seem to be don't i ? `
i'm practically thinkinq every second `
every step i qo `
takinq the jacket wherever i qo `
i don't understand `
-siqhs- `
the pathetic slut `
brain damaqe already `
even sister has her problems `
don't want to add on `
it's harmful `
too much content kills brain cells `
he has his own problems `
qans don't know much `
even her `
damn i don't wanna talk about it `
just so you know `
if there's a time you want to leave `
do qo ahead `
no invisible barriers stoppinq you `
if you think you'll be happier then `
do qo ahead `
for your happiness `
i'll qive you up willinqly `
i know your a so called extinct dinosaur `
can't help it if i'm blind `
can't see `
pajiao you know ? `
need wear super thick spec `
-_- `
riqht i'm qettinq weirder `
and stupider `
no i'm not stupid `
i'm dumb `
there's a difference if you noticed `
check out the dictionary `
oh well `
qoodniqht love `
sorry if i can't be the best `
i know other qirls will treasure `
remember love `
no invisible barriers stoppinq you dearest `
=] qoodniqht `
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