♥ Saturday, October 25
~EMO~
don't ask why `
my piercinq don't hurt anymore `
the pain is nothinq compared to this `
feelinq shit already `
morninq ; 1;24AM `
played audi with peeps `
kor become so pro already =] `
muacks kor i fuckinq love you `
without you , life is a mess `
with you , everythinq seems a bliss `
i want huq kor T_T `
i'm so darn deprived of huqs `
since july `
-siqhs- `
started tearinq when play 1,2 party `
like a lil qirl `
it was definately easy `
the sonq , the memories `
lonq qone already ; yet remembered `
played BU `
brain doesn't seem to work `
spinninq fantasy `
thinkinq of somethinq `
7 buttons `
such simplicity `
yet so much pain `
deep down `
i thank kor for beinq there `
it's been a year already `
and your still here =] `
thanks kor i love you `
trust me when i say i do `
kor went to bed soonafter `
havinq dizzy spells `
all those thouqhts `
too much for my puny brain `
it's killinq me `
wanqzi's talkinq to me riqht now `
thanks wanqzi `
it's been 2 years already `
yeps time flies doesn't it `
your always there when i need you `
thanks to you `
i'm always smilinq `
even if it was those fake spastic smiles `
it counts riqht ? `
-lauqhs- definately `
thanks for the advice `
for the jokes `
and all the efforts to cheer me up `
such advices ; priceless `
but i don't ever listen `
you could say i'm soft hearted `
i realized all this already `
sorry if i let you down `
i'm a failure in life `
such aqony is too much to take `
my eyelid's twitchinq `
received SMSes `
i didn't really care `
it's obvious that i hate SMSinq now `
& i hate answerinq calls `
don't bother already `
don't ask who i'm aiminq `
don't ask me to the movies `
especially with peeps i hate `
you know who you are `
& don't bother seekinq my help `
cause i have no intention of helpinq you `
not one fuckinq bit `
even if i'm a doq `
i'm definately not your doq `
the siqht of your face irks me `
it sends shivers down my spine `
you know `
i thouqht everyone knew `
i don't mean half the thinqs i say `
& the word "forever" `
it doesn't exist in my dictionary `
sometimes i realize `
you don't understand me `
no ; not one bit `
not that i qive a fuckinq damn `
i'm obviously beinq unreasonable here `
hello this is http://dhe-bitch.bs.com/ `
101% bitchiness `
so don't qo whininq about my bitchy arse `
my way of thinkinq `
is none of your fuckinq business `
anyway `
i quess you know by now `
i rather live my life as it is now `
then chanqe it for your comfort `
even my GANs `
they understand me more then you do `
they can differentiate everythinq i say `
jokes or reality `
but you? ; nothinq `
how pathetic `
i quess that's what you qet `
whatever `
i'm a life ruiner anyway `
whatever i fantasize in `
doesn't concern you `
so whatever you fantasize in `
doesn't concern me either `
i quess you must be fuminq already `
too bad `
want a fire extinquisher ? `
nah i don't care `
i'm just a bitch; doq `
woof -_- bone please `
riqht how lame `
anyway `
maybe your brains aren't workinq `
then i shall enliqhten you `
you know `
sometimes `
i say yes when i really mean no `
and i say no when i really mean yes `
that's stupid riqht `
can't help it if i was borne that way `
you want a GAN laopo `
qo luh `
as if i qive a fuck `
my fuckcare attitude stays `
thanks JR for understandinq me `
see i love my GANs `
they fuckinq understand me `
not sympathize ; i'm not a beqqar `
who wants to share their husband? `
anyway `
i could ask you the same `
it's so easy to qet one anyway `
i won't beq you to stay `
i learnt from past experience `
humans are borne with leqs `
they move whenever they feel like it `
qo on `
i'm prepared already `
life's like that `
he is riqht you know `
life; the railway train `
everyone comes and qoes `
even the opposition tells the truth `
throuqh experience i know `
i never put my whole heart into anythinq `
a minority; a majority `
but never put my whole heart into it `
that way `
if thinqs ever end `
or has a twist inside `
the pain won't hurt `
you must be wonderinq `
why is it that i'm never close to you `
i quess you know by now `
i think further then you can imaqine `
i don't want to hurt you so badly either `
nor myself either `
the closer we are `
the more pain will be felt `
blame me if you must `
i suck =] `
i quess i won't be replyinq your SMSes `
i know i should have told you no `
i knew it from the start `
yet i told you i didn't mind `
face the consequences; i will `
i quess the result will be no different `
jiamin understands , don't you ? `
sorry `
don't feel like talkinq to you `
qo entertain your GAN laopo la `
whatever `
at least i'm not sufferinq as much as before `
don't try to talk me into it aqain `
thanks JR for the company toniqht `
its deeply appreciated `
it's late `
qonna douse myself with Ice soon `
don't ask why `
my piercinq don't hurt anymore `
the pain is nothinq compared to this `
feelinq shit already `
morninq ; 1;24AM `
played audi with peeps `
kor become so pro already =] `
muacks kor i fuckinq love you `
without you , life is a mess `
with you , everythinq seems a bliss `
i want huq kor T_T `
i'm so darn deprived of huqs `
since july `
-siqhs- `
started tearinq when play 1,2 party `
like a lil qirl `
it was definately easy `
the sonq , the memories `
lonq qone already ; yet remembered `
played BU `
brain doesn't seem to work `
spinninq fantasy `
thinkinq of somethinq `
7 buttons `
such simplicity `
yet so much pain `
deep down `
i thank kor for beinq there `
it's been a year already `
and your still here =] `
thanks kor i love you `
trust me when i say i do `
kor went to bed soonafter `
havinq dizzy spells `
all those thouqhts `
too much for my puny brain `
it's killinq me `
wanqzi's talkinq to me riqht now `
thanks wanqzi `
it's been 2 years already `
yeps time flies doesn't it `
your always there when i need you `
thanks to you `
i'm always smilinq `
even if it was those fake spastic smiles `
it counts riqht ? `
-lauqhs- definately `
thanks for the advice `
for the jokes `
and all the efforts to cheer me up `
such advices ; priceless `
but i don't ever listen `
you could say i'm soft hearted `
i realized all this already `
sorry if i let you down `
i'm a failure in life `
such aqony is too much to take `
my eyelid's twitchinq `
received SMSes `
i didn't really care `
it's obvious that i hate SMSinq now `
& i hate answerinq calls `
don't bother already `
don't ask who i'm aiminq `
don't ask me to the movies `
especially with peeps i hate `
you know who you are `
& don't bother seekinq my help `
cause i have no intention of helpinq you `
not one fuckinq bit `
even if i'm a doq `
i'm definately not your doq `
the siqht of your face irks me `
it sends shivers down my spine `
you know `
i thouqht everyone knew `
i don't mean half the thinqs i say `
& the word "forever" `
it doesn't exist in my dictionary `
sometimes i realize `
you don't understand me `
no ; not one bit `
not that i qive a fuckinq damn `
i'm obviously beinq unreasonable here `
hello this is http://dhe-bitch.bs.com/ `
101% bitchiness `
so don't qo whininq about my bitchy arse `
my way of thinkinq `
is none of your fuckinq business `
anyway `
i quess you know by now `
i rather live my life as it is now `
then chanqe it for your comfort `
even my GANs `
they understand me more then you do `
they can differentiate everythinq i say `
jokes or reality `
but you? ; nothinq `
how pathetic `
i quess that's what you qet `
whatever `
i'm a life ruiner anyway `
whatever i fantasize in `
doesn't concern you `
so whatever you fantasize in `
doesn't concern me either `
i quess you must be fuminq already `
too bad `
want a fire extinquisher ? `
nah i don't care `
i'm just a bitch; doq `
woof -_- bone please `
riqht how lame `
anyway `
maybe your brains aren't workinq `
then i shall enliqhten you `
you know `
sometimes `
i say yes when i really mean no `
and i say no when i really mean yes `
that's stupid riqht `
can't help it if i was borne that way `
you want a GAN laopo `
qo luh `
as if i qive a fuck `
my fuckcare attitude stays `
thanks JR for understandinq me `
see i love my GANs `
they fuckinq understand me `
not sympathize ; i'm not a beqqar `
who wants to share their husband? `
anyway `
i could ask you the same `
it's so easy to qet one anyway `
i won't beq you to stay `
i learnt from past experience `
humans are borne with leqs `
they move whenever they feel like it `
qo on `
i'm prepared already `
life's like that `
he is riqht you know `
life; the railway train `
everyone comes and qoes `
even the opposition tells the truth `
throuqh experience i know `
i never put my whole heart into anythinq `
a minority; a majority `
but never put my whole heart into it `
that way `
if thinqs ever end `
or has a twist inside `
the pain won't hurt `
you must be wonderinq `
why is it that i'm never close to you `
i quess you know by now `
i think further then you can imaqine `
i don't want to hurt you so badly either `
nor myself either `
the closer we are `
the more pain will be felt `
blame me if you must `
i suck =] `
i quess i won't be replyinq your SMSes `
i know i should have told you no `
i knew it from the start `
yet i told you i didn't mind `
face the consequences; i will `
i quess the result will be no different `
jiamin understands , don't you ? `
sorry `
don't feel like talkinq to you `
qo entertain your GAN laopo la `
whatever `
at least i'm not sufferinq as much as before `
don't try to talk me into it aqain `
thanks JR for the company toniqht `
its deeply appreciated `
it's late `
qonna douse myself with Ice soon `
Labels: ~EMO~
