♥ Wednesday, September 3
wednesday ; o3.o9.2oO8 `
4;28AM `
as promised `
i'll write a lil story for JIAMIN `
no link thouqh `
just see if this'll touch your heart `
there was once a lil qal `
& a lil boy `
they met for a week or so `
just below the oak tree by the lake `
& true enouqh `
they fell in love `
perhaps it was love at first siqht ` ?
qod knows `
true to each other they were `
however `
certain factors kept them from beinq toqether `
fear of rejection `
fear of poppinq the question `
fear of jealousy `
there was no need for such fear `
for the qal loved the boi `
just as much as he loved her `
they remained friends `
for a lonq time `
they wrote frequent letters to each other `
made daily calls `
met up at the same oak tree `
every now and then `
however `
the boi had another qal then `
but no ; it wasn't as such `
he didn't love her `
feelinqs couldn't be controled `
the qal had many male friends as well `
but no ; he was the only one she loved `
he kept quiet `
kept those feelinqs bottled up `
& she ; did the same `
fear of confession `
fear of rejection `
fear that the opposite party `
wouldnt feel the same `
oh how lonely&upset both sides felt `
how they lonqed for each other `
silent confessions ; unheard `
hints were qiven `
hints weren't taken `
the qal felt `
perhaps he doesnt feel the same `
as she did ; just then `
they drifted apart `
but the feelinqs stood stronq `
the boi cared ; alot `
he let his thouqhts wonder `
far & wild `
yet unable to confess `
misery fell upon both parties `
the qal teared silently at niqht `
only to have her tearstained pillow by her side `
the boi wandered aimlessly at niqht `
only to have the stars for companion `
the frequent letters ; stopped `
the daily phone calls `
became minutes of chat `
happened once a week `
they never met aqain `
shattered ; the qal qrew weaker `
confused `
the boi walked on `
never lookinq back `
to see the qal becominq weaker `
thinkinq of the next steps `
the qal couldn't take the pain `
it scarred her heart `
the boi made up his mind `
he broke up with his qal `
went to town for a few days `
he picked up his couraqe `
decided to buy a lil rinq `
and ask the qal to be by his side ; for eternity `
the qal ; alone all by herself `
upon hearinq his departure ; thouqht otherwise `
deep thouqhts slid throuqh her mind `
perhaps he decided to leave ` ?
perhaps he'd marry the qal in the next town ` ?
oh ; how unbearable `
she went to the villaqe the followinq day `
bouqht a silky white qown of the finest material `
a similar veil `
white weddinq heels `
silky white qloves `
as if she was qettinq married `
and a thick white ribbon `
that niqht `
the very similar niqht he was returninq `
to ask for her `
to be his qal for eternity `
she prepared `
she wore the qown `
she wore the reddest lipstick `
& had a red scroll hunq on her wrist `
resemblinq a romantic note for a love `
by midniqht `
she was down by the lake `
it all seemed like a fairytale `
one that was finally cominq true `
a dainty princess `
waitinq for her prince `
but no ; that wasn't qoinq to happen `
the qal tied the white ribbon on a branch `
once the bell struck ; the midniqht bell `
' dinqq ` ! 12 times `
she hunq herself `
no one was there `
no ; not a sound was made `
not a struqqle happened `
it was a willinq death `
the boy came back `
heard the bell `
& thouqht all was qoinq to be fine `
but no ; it felt different `
as if somethinq wasn't riqht `
he opened the box `
a silky white laced box `
& inside laid a white silver rinq `
with a pure white diamond set on the middle `
he decided to visit the oak `
the very same oak where they first met `
miles away ; he could sense somethinq wronq `
he saw her `
she looked so stunninq `
he called her name `
but no ; no replies were heard `
the truth hit him hard `
had she suicided ? `
no ; that couldn't be `
the boi ran over `
tears wellinq down his face `
was this a niqhtmare ; no `
how cruel reality was `
it was too late `
all that was left was her dead body `
even in her death `
she resembled a fallen anqel `
cold&pale aura linqered around `
a red scroll hunq on her wrist `
the boi opened it and read `
' dear boi '
' i'm sorry '
' i quess you eloped with her '
' by the time you qet here '
' i quess i wouldn't be here any more '
' sorry i had to '
' but you do know , don't you ? '
' i loved you from the start '
' & i never did stop lovinq you '
' & i let you qo '
' because i knew you loved her '
' i have no stand in your heart '
' take her and leave '
' find your own happiness with her '
' i'm just in the way '
' i'll leave now '
' cus i love you '
' & your happiness is all that matters '
' but trust me when i say i do '
' cus i really really do '
upon readinq `
the boi cried & cried `
why oh why `
didn't he asked her earlier ` ?
why did he ever let her feel that way `
it was too late ; wasn't it ? `
she was qone `
the boi broke down `
teared with her body in his arms til dawn `
but no ; she never came back to life `
such reqret `
her funeral was to be held days later `
her dead body lay ever so still `
even in the wooden coffin she lay in `
she looked so peaceful `
now wearinq the rinq he bouqht for her `
she was deemed as his ; forever `
even after death `
the boi requested she be buried below the oak `
the request was qranted `
throuqh the burial `
the boi's eyes were filled with overwhelminq sadness `
familes , friends wept with him `
but no ; she never came back to life `
the boi spent the rest of his life sinqle `
devoted `
how cruel destiny becomes `
a little lateness `
a huqe loss `
a little fear `
a lifetime of reqret `
do treasure `
when you love someone `
do confess `
when you have someone `
do treasure him/her `
don wait til it's too late `
deaths wont occur `
but loss of such relations `
it isn't worth it `
chances may be qiven once `
twice `
but no ; not thrice `
some mistakes cant be undone `
dont wait til it's too late `
perhaps you won't reqret now `
how bout next time ? `
it's be too late by then `
dedicated to 4 ppl on earth =] `
i do hope all 4 of you read `
5;26AM `
super sleepy `
& YESH !
Daniel =] `
i'm SUPERDUPERUBER happy =]
-devil wrote this =]
i didnt copy it ok -_- `
i thouqht about it in my brain ` ! F3
4;28AM `
as promised `
i'll write a lil story for JIAMIN `
no link thouqh `
just see if this'll touch your heart `
there was once a lil qal `
& a lil boy `
they met for a week or so `
just below the oak tree by the lake `
& true enouqh `
they fell in love `
perhaps it was love at first siqht ` ?
qod knows `
true to each other they were `
however `
certain factors kept them from beinq toqether `
fear of rejection `
fear of poppinq the question `
fear of jealousy `
there was no need for such fear `
for the qal loved the boi `
just as much as he loved her `
they remained friends `
for a lonq time `
they wrote frequent letters to each other `
made daily calls `
met up at the same oak tree `
every now and then `
however `
the boi had another qal then `
but no ; it wasn't as such `
he didn't love her `
feelinqs couldn't be controled `
the qal had many male friends as well `
but no ; he was the only one she loved `
he kept quiet `
kept those feelinqs bottled up `
& she ; did the same `
fear of confession `
fear of rejection `
fear that the opposite party `
wouldnt feel the same `
oh how lonely&upset both sides felt `
how they lonqed for each other `
silent confessions ; unheard `
hints were qiven `
hints weren't taken `
the qal felt `
perhaps he doesnt feel the same `
as she did ; just then `
they drifted apart `
but the feelinqs stood stronq `
the boi cared ; alot `
he let his thouqhts wonder `
far & wild `
yet unable to confess `
misery fell upon both parties `
the qal teared silently at niqht `
only to have her tearstained pillow by her side `
the boi wandered aimlessly at niqht `
only to have the stars for companion `
the frequent letters ; stopped `
the daily phone calls `
became minutes of chat `
happened once a week `
they never met aqain `
shattered ; the qal qrew weaker `
confused `
the boi walked on `
never lookinq back `
to see the qal becominq weaker `
thinkinq of the next steps `
the qal couldn't take the pain `
it scarred her heart `
the boi made up his mind `
he broke up with his qal `
went to town for a few days `
he picked up his couraqe `
decided to buy a lil rinq `
and ask the qal to be by his side ; for eternity `
the qal ; alone all by herself `
upon hearinq his departure ; thouqht otherwise `
deep thouqhts slid throuqh her mind `
perhaps he decided to leave ` ?
perhaps he'd marry the qal in the next town ` ?
oh ; how unbearable `
she went to the villaqe the followinq day `
bouqht a silky white qown of the finest material `
a similar veil `
white weddinq heels `
silky white qloves `
as if she was qettinq married `
and a thick white ribbon `
that niqht `
the very similar niqht he was returninq `
to ask for her `
to be his qal for eternity `
she prepared `
she wore the qown `
she wore the reddest lipstick `
& had a red scroll hunq on her wrist `
resemblinq a romantic note for a love `
by midniqht `
she was down by the lake `
it all seemed like a fairytale `
one that was finally cominq true `
a dainty princess `
waitinq for her prince `
but no ; that wasn't qoinq to happen `
the qal tied the white ribbon on a branch `
once the bell struck ; the midniqht bell `
' dinqq ` ! 12 times `
she hunq herself `
no one was there `
no ; not a sound was made `
not a struqqle happened `
it was a willinq death `
the boy came back `
heard the bell `
& thouqht all was qoinq to be fine `
but no ; it felt different `
as if somethinq wasn't riqht `
he opened the box `
a silky white laced box `
& inside laid a white silver rinq `
with a pure white diamond set on the middle `
he decided to visit the oak `
the very same oak where they first met `
miles away ; he could sense somethinq wronq `
he saw her `
she looked so stunninq `
he called her name `
but no ; no replies were heard `
the truth hit him hard `
had she suicided ? `
no ; that couldn't be `
the boi ran over `
tears wellinq down his face `
was this a niqhtmare ; no `
how cruel reality was `
it was too late `
all that was left was her dead body `
even in her death `
she resembled a fallen anqel `
cold&pale aura linqered around `
a red scroll hunq on her wrist `
the boi opened it and read `
' dear boi '
' i'm sorry '
' i quess you eloped with her '
' by the time you qet here '
' i quess i wouldn't be here any more '
' sorry i had to '
' but you do know , don't you ? '
' i loved you from the start '
' & i never did stop lovinq you '
' & i let you qo '
' because i knew you loved her '
' i have no stand in your heart '
' take her and leave '
' find your own happiness with her '
' i'm just in the way '
' i'll leave now '
' cus i love you '
' & your happiness is all that matters '
' but trust me when i say i do '
' cus i really really do '
upon readinq `
the boi cried & cried `
why oh why `
didn't he asked her earlier ` ?
why did he ever let her feel that way `
it was too late ; wasn't it ? `
she was qone `
the boi broke down `
teared with her body in his arms til dawn `
but no ; she never came back to life `
such reqret `
her funeral was to be held days later `
her dead body lay ever so still `
even in the wooden coffin she lay in `
she looked so peaceful `
now wearinq the rinq he bouqht for her `
she was deemed as his ; forever `
even after death `
the boi requested she be buried below the oak `
the request was qranted `
throuqh the burial `
the boi's eyes were filled with overwhelminq sadness `
familes , friends wept with him `
but no ; she never came back to life `
the boi spent the rest of his life sinqle `
devoted `
how cruel destiny becomes `
a little lateness `
a huqe loss `
a little fear `
a lifetime of reqret `
do treasure `
when you love someone `
do confess `
when you have someone `
do treasure him/her `
don wait til it's too late `
deaths wont occur `
but loss of such relations `
it isn't worth it `
chances may be qiven once `
twice `
but no ; not thrice `
some mistakes cant be undone `
dont wait til it's too late `
perhaps you won't reqret now `
how bout next time ? `
it's be too late by then `
dedicated to 4 ppl on earth =] `
i do hope all 4 of you read `
5;26AM `
super sleepy `
& YESH !
Daniel =] `
i'm SUPERDUPERUBER happy =]
-devil wrote this =]
i didnt copy it ok -_- `
i thouqht about it in my brain ` ! F3
Labels: ` lil story for -JIAMIN `
