tuesday `
wonderful isn't it `
time flies `
next week EOY `
-lauqhs- `
enqlish-ed `
felt super shitty `
nuer told me somethinq `
& i felt like doinq the same `
F3 i don't know why `
just feel like it `
she fowarded me her SMS `
it's super convenient la `
i qot it saved `
received ST marks today `
quess what -_- `
i passed 2 papers without studyinq `
mere passes `
but i'm darn contented la `
1st time pass both chem&physics leh `
-__- ST some more `
haiis `
SS lesson cancelled `
=X `
panqsehhed jiamin for KWN `
sorry la -_- `
no mood lorh `
lauqhs `
at least cheowhenq went `
-LAUGHs- `
& i can't complete script without shit info `
skippinq KWN `
means i went home super early today =] `
at least next week's the last session `
just a lil while more `
& i'll be qoinq out `
stocks arrived `
qotta collect =] `
-siqhs- `
still moodless `
received some SMS'es `
they weren't meant to be hurtful `
but why do i feel so hurt ? `
qave shit replies to all SMS peepz `
sorry yeah `
can't help it `
maybe i'll surrender my phone =] `
it's of no use to me for now `
sorry if i won't reply you `
it's most prob my attitude prob `
or i fuckinq hate you =] `
that's it yeah `
it's fuckinq 16 `
& babe `
i still fuckinq miss you `
do you remember `
the promise i made `
i doubt you remembered `
but i did =] `
and i'll fulfil it =] `
-lauqhs- `
some horrid shit i'm sayinq `
oh forqhet it `
i doubt you'll ever read this `
a qood thinq too yeah `
-lauqhs- `
chatted some lame topic last niqht `
just remembered `
i dont know why `
1 yr already `
& i still think `
such misunderstandinqs `
-lauqhs- `
and quess what `
you'll never know `
sorry `
but i wasn't on her side =] `
but nothinq's qonna chanqe anythinq `
it's too late ain't it ? `
for everythinq you have done `
i'd remembered =] `
& qot super fucked up `
don't ask why `
just so you know `
i don't qive a fuckinq damn anymore `
=] qod fuck you =] `
i'll hate you `
for now `
& for eternity `
i quess i owe someone an apoloqy `
sorry `
i didn't mean it `
i didn't reply -_- `
cause i was ... `
moodless `
bitchinq `
didn't feel like it `
& qave you the hack care attitude `
it wasn't because i was anqry `
what riqht do i have to be anqry with you ` ?
none `
-lauqhs- `
perhaps nuer's idea `
is a qood solution yeah `
-lauqhs- `
but anw `
sorry luh `
what else can i say `
if one day `
such a day `
if you can't stand me anymore `
do leave `
i'll just hurt you more `
& more & more & more `
i'm just drivinq you to an earlier qrave `
once a fuckinq bitch `
always a fuckinq bitch `
no ; facts'll be facts `
& i admit to that =] `Labels: ` why do i feel so hurt ` ?