♥ Wednesday, August 20
for a special someone ; ♥ `
` i'll remember you ; always
x ` treasured `
pain torments me `
i feel the tears cominq `
yet unable to let them out `
i fear the pain `
which i'll have to bear `
keepinq them inside `
i'm dyinq `
the pain tauntinq me `
every now and then `
what else can i do `
other then wait ` ?
no ; nothinq `
the words you speak `
are forever etched in my heart `
deeply touched i was `
from the several sacrifices `
you once made `
so near yet so far `
yes i fuckinq miss you `
why do so much for me ` ?
it aint worth it `
so lonq do we have to wait `
til the day we ever meet aqain `
will you remember me ` ?
who took care of me `
when i was drunk `
alone in a house `
in a lil town `
dark and deserted `
way past midniqht `
who drunk with me `
to ease my sorrow `
who saved me `
after i drank too much `
when i was nearly abducted `
by a by-passer `
who took me home `
just when the streets qet danqerous ` ?
who entertained me `
when i qot bored `
who kept my secrets `
without a doubt `
i just wanna say thanks `
for you did all these `
for the memories `
for the joy you brouqht to my life `
and for everythinq `
that you have ever done `
if i had a chance `
i would reverse time `
and treasure every hour `
every minute `
& every second with you `
do you remember the promise i made `
to you ` ?
i promised returns `
yet i broke the promise `
i'm sorry `
i didnt have a choice `
did i ` ?
oh no ; there wasn't other choices `
left with the choice of leavinq `
and i did `
despite much discussion `
i'm still unable to fulfil `
such a bitch i am `
will you hate me for it ` ?
i promise `
someday `
somhOw `
i'll fulfil it `
be it a decade `
it'll be fulfiled `
but for now `
i'll have to live with it `
the pain taunts me `
every niqht `
wishes to see you aqain `
hopinq you wont forqhet me `
jus as i'll never forqhet you `
photo's were never the same `
& your job keeps you so busy `
there's hardly any time `
any space `
for freedom `
i do miss the times `
i'm thankful `
for the blessinqs of knowinq you `
i miss the times `
tears just flow from the remembrance `
of those meaninqful memories `
trust me when i say i do `
cus i really really do `
knowinq you `
was the best thinq `
that ever happened in my life `
` lovely ` ; a painful word `
tears of aqony `
& all that i had ever wanted ` ♥
` i'll remember you ; always
x ` treasured `
pain torments me `
i feel the tears cominq `
yet unable to let them out `
i fear the pain `
which i'll have to bear `
keepinq them inside `
i'm dyinq `
the pain tauntinq me `
every now and then `
what else can i do `
other then wait ` ?
no ; nothinq `
the words you speak `
are forever etched in my heart `
deeply touched i was `
from the several sacrifices `
you once made `
so near yet so far `
yes i fuckinq miss you `
why do so much for me ` ?
it aint worth it `
so lonq do we have to wait `
til the day we ever meet aqain `
will you remember me ` ?
who took care of me `
when i was drunk `
alone in a house `
in a lil town `
dark and deserted `
way past midniqht `
who drunk with me `
to ease my sorrow `
who saved me `
after i drank too much `
when i was nearly abducted `
by a by-passer `
who took me home `
just when the streets qet danqerous ` ?
who entertained me `
when i qot bored `
who kept my secrets `
without a doubt `
i just wanna say thanks `
for you did all these `
for the memories `
for the joy you brouqht to my life `
and for everythinq `
that you have ever done `
if i had a chance `
i would reverse time `
and treasure every hour `
every minute `
& every second with you `
do you remember the promise i made `
to you ` ?
i promised returns `
yet i broke the promise `
i'm sorry `
i didnt have a choice `
did i ` ?
oh no ; there wasn't other choices `
left with the choice of leavinq `
and i did `
despite much discussion `
i'm still unable to fulfil `
such a bitch i am `
will you hate me for it ` ?
i promise `
someday `
somhOw `
i'll fulfil it `
be it a decade `
it'll be fulfiled `
but for now `
i'll have to live with it `
the pain taunts me `
every niqht `
wishes to see you aqain `
hopinq you wont forqhet me `
jus as i'll never forqhet you `
photo's were never the same `
& your job keeps you so busy `
there's hardly any time `
any space `
for freedom `
i do miss the times `
i'm thankful `
for the blessinqs of knowinq you `
i miss the times `
tears just flow from the remembrance `
of those meaninqful memories `
trust me when i say i do `
cus i really really do `
knowinq you `
was the best thinq `
that ever happened in my life `
` lovely ` ; a painful word `
tears of aqony `
& all that i had ever wanted ` ♥
Labels: ` ♥ ` tears of aqony ` ♥ `
