& emo once more `
why tell those flaqrant lies `
i know `
understandable `
no ; i dont blame you `
why should i ? `
-siqhs- `
i dont hold on to the past `
it's nothinq anyway `
nothinq but heartwrenchinq memories `
even thouqh `
the period was short `
but `
why sacrifice yourself `
-siqhs- `
i dont understand `
is it ever worth it ` ?
is it undeniable fear `
or are you usinq desire as an excuse ` ?
no ; i dont know `
but i quessed as much `
it's obvious isn't it ` ?
why `
tell me why ; would ya ` ?
yes `
i have phoebia of breakup's `
this sux `
why cant you just believe in yourself `
seriously `
why let others qet to you ` ?
brainwashinq tecniques `
seriously ; kills ` !
arhhhh `
thouqhts floodinq my mind `
on the verqe of screaminq `
duhh -___- `
i'm mentally unsound `
no ; i'm not anqry `
anqer leads to nowhere `
i just really keep these thouqhts `
reasons on why `
is it so hard ` ?
restrain `
as lonq as you try `
nothinq's qonna be too hard `
every problem has it's solution `
just as every story has it's endinq `
however `
after lonq `
it's normal to let qo `
-lauqhs- `
it's nothinq but deceive `
really wonder `
what qoes on in those brains `
of yours `
hmms `
oh kay `
nevermind `
i'll keep most of the comments `
to myself `
just to ME, MYSELF & I ` !
until one day `
when someone manaqes to qet it outta me `
which i doubt `
the day would ever come `
& the reason why i let you qo `
is because `
decisions were never made by me `
i have no riqht , no say `
& for the very same reason `
that you be happy somehow =] `
wishes made ; `
wishes fulfiled =] `
& not because i ever wanted to `
freedom is priceless `
well `
qoOdbye `
dear love ` =]
26o82oO8 ` !Labels: ` and a qoOdbye ` x-O-x `