♥ Wednesday, July 9
L0nq P0st ` ! Donid tuh read `
jus been thinkinq `
h0w bitchy i was `
this few days `
s0rry tuh ppl `
esp frenz 0f my `
wh0m i t0rmented `
wh0m i bitched abt `
wh0m i crapped abt `
and tuh s0meONEx `
wh0m slit his wrist `
cus 0f me `
s0rry `
its tuhh early tuhh tell `
iie kn0w dher's s0methinq wronq `
with me ` jus lately `
wad i really deserve `
is 0ne TIGHT slap from each of eu `
wh0m i t0rmented `
lauqhs `
c0me 0n` i d0nt mind `
wake me up `
tell me i'm a bitch `
and tht euu hate me `
maybe i realli d0 hab split personality `
iie realli h0pe euu ppl understand `
but tht's n0rt possible `
ppl chanqe `
im qoinq at a rate 0f 5% `
m0re bitchier by dhe day `
i n0e tht s0me of euu `
think im qettinq m0re slutty `
well iie cant help it `
nt tht i wanna be a slut `
is it my fault i was b0rn this way ` ?
i hate myself x]
i always did `
euu all mus've been wonderinq `
why 0h why `
i'm shh0 close tuh xSISter nw `
i d0n't understand either `
just tht ` she seems tuh understand `
why i don wanna enter some stuff `
f0r nw `
jus shh0 euu all noe `
f0rqib and f0rqhet `
i n0 lonqer hate D either `
n0r Sy `
i'm jus shh0 neutral nw `
nbm `
lauqhs `
q0d knows ` 0ne day `
i miqht jus patch up with peepz `
0f dhe past lauqhs `
and KAIXUN daddiie `
thank euu ` =]
lauqhs ` daddiie `
euu n0e ` 0ne day `
he'll understand tht eu care abt him `
perhapz dhen he will quit ba ` daddiie `
cheerup ` !
Jiiayo0hhx on N lvl luhhs `
mai think tuhh much `
d0n lead euurself tuhh depressii0n `
tuhh dhe s0meONEx out dher `
lauqhs `
dunchh cut euurself anim0re `
i n0e euur a nice pers0n `
tryinq tuhh help me 0ut and all `
but why hurt euurself `
im s0rry tuhh hab hurt eu ` s0mehow `
i noe i did ` perhaps shh0 `
euu n0e b0ii `
its lyk ` sacrificinq euur happiness `
jus tuhh help me ` n0 b0ii ` n0 `
iie d0n wan tht `
in 0tha w0rds ` i wudd jus be usinq eu `
tuh 0vercome my fearz `
i w0nt d0 tht tu make myself happi `
m0reover ` im n0rt preparedd `
my mind is quite blank ` lauqhs `
truth ish `
i d0n't deserve euu `
im jus a biiatch lyinq 0n earth `
iie d0n deserve any dev0ted BF 0r such `
euu sedd ; `
*[ Love someone does not mean need to be together . ]
*[ Love someone does not mean he/she need be your's . ]
*[ Love someone mean's you will protect her no matter what . ]
*[ Love someone is wiishing him/her happy . ]
-It's true wasn't it ?-
lauqhs ` what's l0ve `
its shh0 hard tuh qet dhe blo0dy feelinq bak `
iie d0n wanna hurt eu `
iie don wanna approach eu 0ne dae `
and sae ` lets breakup `
feelinq faded we are OVER ` 0r `
n0 i was jus playinq ` i cant l0ve `
i jus t0yed with ya `
tht is n0rt wad i wan ` eu n0e `
cuttinq d0esnt solve anithinq `
i said ` i needed m0re time ` lauqhs `
i n0e euur seri0us `
bt euur hurtinq ppl around eu `
esp euur close Ones
euu 0nce t0ld me `
life's lyk a railway train `
ppl bOard dhe train ` they stay fOr awhile `
yet s0meday ` they'll leave dhe train `
jus lyk l0ve `
passinq by ` yet s0meday ` s0meh0w `
0ne day ` dhe pers0n leaves `
euu t0ld me `
i c0uld carry 0n my life `
find a New BF `
and when he leaves ` dhe hurt ? `
its q0nna double `
and i'll collapse ` h0w b0ut euu ` ?
i think its weird `
euu t0ld me euu weren't afraid `
but lo0k at euurself `
euur practically breakinq d0wn already `
what's qonna happen if i realli be with ya `
and 0ne day ` i jus leave `
d0n tell me ` euur q0nna slice up euur arm `
tht's nt w0rth it `
euur meii SMSed me `
t0ld me ` maybe `
i would like tuh qib myself dhe chance ? `
lauqhs `
i haven thouqht abt it `
mayb soOn ` im nt sure `
euur riqht `
every relati0n has a risk `
lauqhs ` nth lasts f0reva `
time heals all wounds `
0nly time will tell `
whether we were meant tuh be `
d0n worry ` i'm nt em0inq much `
thanks ` fer everythinq `
tht i d0nt deserve `
stOp doinq these stuffs `
0r i'll drink `
and perhapz kOp a few ciq's and try ` ?
lauqhs ` dear someONEx out dher `
pls take care `
jus been thinkinq `
h0w bitchy i was `
this few days `
s0rry tuh ppl `
esp frenz 0f my `
wh0m i t0rmented `
wh0m i bitched abt `
wh0m i crapped abt `
and tuh s0meONEx `
wh0m slit his wrist `
cus 0f me `
s0rry `
its tuhh early tuhh tell `
iie kn0w dher's s0methinq wronq `
with me ` jus lately `
wad i really deserve `
is 0ne TIGHT slap from each of eu `
wh0m i t0rmented `
lauqhs `
c0me 0n` i d0nt mind `
wake me up `
tell me i'm a bitch `
and tht euu hate me `
maybe i realli d0 hab split personality `
iie realli h0pe euu ppl understand `
but tht's n0rt possible `
ppl chanqe `
im qoinq at a rate 0f 5% `
m0re bitchier by dhe day `
i n0e tht s0me of euu `
think im qettinq m0re slutty `
well iie cant help it `
nt tht i wanna be a slut `
is it my fault i was b0rn this way ` ?
i hate myself x]
i always did `
euu all mus've been wonderinq `
why 0h why `
i'm shh0 close tuh xSISter nw `
i d0n't understand either `
just tht ` she seems tuh understand `
why i don wanna enter some stuff `
f0r nw `
jus shh0 euu all noe `
f0rqib and f0rqhet `
i n0 lonqer hate D either `
n0r Sy `
i'm jus shh0 neutral nw `
nbm `
lauqhs `
q0d knows ` 0ne day `
i miqht jus patch up with peepz `
0f dhe past lauqhs `
and KAIXUN daddiie `
thank euu ` =]
lauqhs ` daddiie `
euu n0e ` 0ne day `
he'll understand tht eu care abt him `
perhapz dhen he will quit ba ` daddiie `
cheerup ` !
Jiiayo0hhx on N lvl luhhs `
mai think tuhh much `
d0n lead euurself tuhh depressii0n `
tuhh dhe s0meONEx out dher `
lauqhs `
dunchh cut euurself anim0re `
i n0e euur a nice pers0n `
tryinq tuhh help me 0ut and all `
but why hurt euurself `
im s0rry tuhh hab hurt eu ` s0mehow `
i noe i did ` perhaps shh0 `
euu n0e b0ii `
its lyk ` sacrificinq euur happiness `
jus tuhh help me ` n0 b0ii ` n0 `
iie d0n wan tht `
in 0tha w0rds ` i wudd jus be usinq eu `
tuh 0vercome my fearz `
i w0nt d0 tht tu make myself happi `
m0reover ` im n0rt preparedd `
my mind is quite blank ` lauqhs `
truth ish `
i d0n't deserve euu `
im jus a biiatch lyinq 0n earth `
iie d0n deserve any dev0ted BF 0r such `
euu sedd ; `
*[ Love someone does not mean need to be together . ]
*[ Love someone does not mean he/she need be your's . ]
*[ Love someone mean's you will protect her no matter what . ]
*[ Love someone is wiishing him/her happy . ]
-It's true wasn't it ?-
lauqhs ` what's l0ve `
its shh0 hard tuh qet dhe blo0dy feelinq bak `
iie d0n wanna hurt eu `
iie don wanna approach eu 0ne dae `
and sae ` lets breakup `
feelinq faded we are OVER ` 0r `
n0 i was jus playinq ` i cant l0ve `
i jus t0yed with ya `
tht is n0rt wad i wan ` eu n0e `
cuttinq d0esnt solve anithinq `
i said ` i needed m0re time ` lauqhs `
i n0e euur seri0us `
bt euur hurtinq ppl around eu `
esp euur close Ones
euu 0nce t0ld me `
life's lyk a railway train `
ppl bOard dhe train ` they stay fOr awhile `
yet s0meday ` they'll leave dhe train `
jus lyk l0ve `
passinq by ` yet s0meday ` s0meh0w `
0ne day ` dhe pers0n leaves `
euu t0ld me `
i c0uld carry 0n my life `
find a New BF `
and when he leaves ` dhe hurt ? `
its q0nna double `
and i'll collapse ` h0w b0ut euu ` ?
i think its weird `
euu t0ld me euu weren't afraid `
but lo0k at euurself `
euur practically breakinq d0wn already `
what's qonna happen if i realli be with ya `
and 0ne day ` i jus leave `
d0n tell me ` euur q0nna slice up euur arm `
tht's nt w0rth it `
euur meii SMSed me `
t0ld me ` maybe `
i would like tuh qib myself dhe chance ? `
lauqhs `
i haven thouqht abt it `
mayb soOn ` im nt sure `
euur riqht `
every relati0n has a risk `
lauqhs ` nth lasts f0reva `
time heals all wounds `
0nly time will tell `
whether we were meant tuh be `
d0n worry ` i'm nt em0inq much `
thanks ` fer everythinq `
tht i d0nt deserve `
stOp doinq these stuffs `
0r i'll drink `
and perhapz kOp a few ciq's and try ` ?
lauqhs ` dear someONEx out dher `
pls take care `
Labels: i hate myself x]
