♥ Thursday, June 19
emo-inq ` seriously `
i q0 out shoppinq everydae `
hopinq that i won't remember `
i noe you have friends `
i noe you want to spend time with them `
i'm fine with it `
eu spent half of dhe holis with me alrd `
i don even deserve it `
i noe its unfair that i complain alot `
why you don talk to me as much `
its my fault `
i noe its my fault `
i shouldn't have married him `
i'll divorce him soon anyway `
i don love him `
its not him i want `
but i don think eu'll chanqe back anw `
i noe i'm a bitch `
but isn't it all qurl's dreams `
to be with dhe one dhey love ? `
i hate checkinq my phone every 10min's `
in dhe hope dher's an SMS from eu `
but its jus other ppl `
SMSes from qan's `
I Can have Shoppinq sprees `
activities `
parties `
But i don want them `
after those mean thinqs i said `
i don think euu'll ever chanqe back `
whats dhe use of Cryinq as I am Now `
dreams don come true `
like those in fairytales `
Its my fault aniwae `
im jus qettinq wad i deserve `
mummy is riqht `
i shoud qiv eu freedom `
i shud let eu do wad eu wan `
i tried `
bt it jus hurts so much `
i noe i must have hurt your feelinqs somehow `
im sorry `
whats sorry compared to hurt `
th0se words eu sed to me `
im no diff from your ex `
realli broke my heart `
i noe eu won see this `
wads a biatch to eu aniwae `
yea dhers mani better qurls out dher `
richer `
smarter `
qivinq eu more freedom `
no attitude problemms `
qood qurls `
unlikke me `
filled with problems `
mayb im jus too selfish `
i deserve to be hated `
You noe `
those cold wars `
i din mean them `
i could hab jus went alonq `
actinq like everythinq's fine `
im fine with eu doinq wadeva eu wan `
but why dhe FUCK was i so stupid and dumb `
acted like a bitch `
had some revenqe `
even revenqe hurts `
im lost `
that nite `
i went `
cus i had to noe dhe ans `
i cant slp at nite `
endinq it by tears `
but din hab dhe guts to ask `
dhe ans felt so friqteninq `
i jus sat dher that nite `
at dhe coffee shop for a few hrs `
i thought abt it `
im jus a biatch `
why bother wastinq your time `
i went hm at 6 `
cryinq in dhe cab `
thinkinq `
mayb its over `
bt cryinq won solve anithinq `
i had to noe `
i SMSed erzi `
cus i din realli wanna noe dhe ans `
i was afraid `
i made eu ans `
mayb im jus too afraid to lose euu `
ppl always tell me to let q0 `
but can i ? `
i donoe `
haiis `
I neber meant to hurt euu `
im sorry `
mayb heaven says we aren`t meant to be `
i miss euu `
i seriously do `
i miss everythinq `
i wanna live in dhe past `
where happiness truly lived `
bt i don deserve tt `
wad can i do `
nth `
&& iie neber blamedd euu `
wh0 else but me is at fault `
no one `
s0nqq ; castle in dhe sky
There's a place in my mind,
no one where it hides,
and my fantasy is flying,
it a castle in the sky
it's a world of our past
where the legend still lasts
and the king the wears a crown
but the magic spell is law
take your sword and your shield
its a battle on the field
your a knight and your right
and with dragons now you'll fight
and my fancy is flying
its a castle in the sky
or there's nothing up there
these are castles in the air
fairytales live in me
fables coming from my memory
fantasy is not a crime
find your castle in the sky
you've got the key of the kingdom of the clouds
open the door
leaving back your doubts
you've got the power to live another childhood
so ride the wind
that leads you to the moon '
cause
fairytales live in my
fables coming from my memory
fantasy is not a crime
find your castle in the sky
castle in the sky...
i q0 out shoppinq everydae `
hopinq that i won't remember `
i noe you have friends `
i noe you want to spend time with them `
i'm fine with it `
eu spent half of dhe holis with me alrd `
i don even deserve it `
i noe its unfair that i complain alot `
why you don talk to me as much `
its my fault `
i noe its my fault `
i shouldn't have married him `
i'll divorce him soon anyway `
i don love him `
its not him i want `
but i don think eu'll chanqe back anw `
i noe i'm a bitch `
but isn't it all qurl's dreams `
to be with dhe one dhey love ? `
i hate checkinq my phone every 10min's `
in dhe hope dher's an SMS from eu `
but its jus other ppl `
SMSes from qan's `
I Can have Shoppinq sprees `
activities `
parties `
But i don want them `
after those mean thinqs i said `
i don think euu'll ever chanqe back `
whats dhe use of Cryinq as I am Now `
dreams don come true `
like those in fairytales `
Its my fault aniwae `
im jus qettinq wad i deserve `
mummy is riqht `
i shoud qiv eu freedom `
i shud let eu do wad eu wan `
i tried `
bt it jus hurts so much `
i noe i must have hurt your feelinqs somehow `
im sorry `
whats sorry compared to hurt `
th0se words eu sed to me `
im no diff from your ex `
realli broke my heart `
i noe eu won see this `
wads a biatch to eu aniwae `
yea dhers mani better qurls out dher `
richer `
smarter `
qivinq eu more freedom `
no attitude problemms `
qood qurls `
unlikke me `
filled with problems `
mayb im jus too selfish `
i deserve to be hated `
You noe `
those cold wars `
i din mean them `
i could hab jus went alonq `
actinq like everythinq's fine `
im fine with eu doinq wadeva eu wan `
but why dhe FUCK was i so stupid and dumb `
acted like a bitch `
had some revenqe `
even revenqe hurts `
im lost `
that nite `
i went `
cus i had to noe dhe ans `
i cant slp at nite `
endinq it by tears `
but din hab dhe guts to ask `
dhe ans felt so friqteninq `
i jus sat dher that nite `
at dhe coffee shop for a few hrs `
i thought abt it `
im jus a biatch `
why bother wastinq your time `
i went hm at 6 `
cryinq in dhe cab `
thinkinq `
mayb its over `
bt cryinq won solve anithinq `
i had to noe `
i SMSed erzi `
cus i din realli wanna noe dhe ans `
i was afraid `
i made eu ans `
mayb im jus too afraid to lose euu `
ppl always tell me to let q0 `
but can i ? `
i donoe `
haiis `
I neber meant to hurt euu `
im sorry `
mayb heaven says we aren`t meant to be `
i miss euu `
i seriously do `
i miss everythinq `
i wanna live in dhe past `
where happiness truly lived `
bt i don deserve tt `
wad can i do `
nth `
&& iie neber blamedd euu `
wh0 else but me is at fault `
no one `
s0nqq ; castle in dhe sky
There's a place in my mind,
no one where it hides,
and my fantasy is flying,
it a castle in the sky
it's a world of our past
where the legend still lasts
and the king the wears a crown
but the magic spell is law
take your sword and your shield
its a battle on the field
your a knight and your right
and with dragons now you'll fight
and my fancy is flying
its a castle in the sky
or there's nothing up there
these are castles in the air
fairytales live in me
fables coming from my memory
fantasy is not a crime
find your castle in the sky
you've got the key of the kingdom of the clouds
open the door
leaving back your doubts
you've got the power to live another childhood
so ride the wind
that leads you to the moon '
cause
fairytales live in my
fables coming from my memory
fantasy is not a crime
find your castle in the sky
castle in the sky...
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